I'm very sorry about all that, but I confess I still can giggle at the image of you trying.
I'm also beyond extenuated. The world seems to have gone full Squeezer mode.
I feel like an orange that better gets properly refilled until the next express round or will pay.
I would like to try to help, this guy hits home for me, so much it feels more home.
I watch it each 1 or 2 days, in the morning. Even if the video is addressed to younger people, yayks.
All the best [performs just made up weird Diabolo Secret Society salutation and hits Enter]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=snAhsXyO3Ck